work has been very busy, very good. having a good time.

on thursday evening i went out for dinner at ganapati with becky. that’s one of the top people the world has made. she’s vegetarian and i’m doing this low-carb-so-i-don’t-die-so-soon thing, so a place that has a killer veggie thali seemed like a good option. thali wasn’t on the menu, for some reason, maybe they stopped doing that. we got three main meals instead. afterwards we went to a bar and drank 2 pots of tea. i was up until 3am. guess it was strong tea. the scotsman behind the bar seemed furious to be selling us tea.

because work has been so much i’ve been trying to take it quiet in my spare time. also, of course, i’m not drinking. and i spent too much money last month… and this month, so all that adds up to staying home, playing video games, making tasty meals. i haven’t been making any music or doing much creative, but i’ll get back on that soon enough.

one of the things i spent too much money on is a steam deck. it’s very cool? repairable, runs arch linux and kde plasma, a great computer and game machine. im writing this blog post on it

add me on steam, my tag is cheedear i think.

lol! plumb forgot to post yesterday.

what have i done this week? i don’t know if it’s anything. i:

  • played the role of User to do a user test for my lb.
  • worked
  • played video games

is that it?

yeah i really think i’ve just been working and playing video games for a week lol. and i’m gonna do it again for another week!!! idgaf!!!!!

you ever look at yourself in the mirror and it’s cute and then you take a selfie and you look like a ņ̵̨̡̧̨̡̡̨̢̡̖̺̲̣͎̝̘̮̯̟̹͔̣̹͖͓͉͇͈̤̞̮̳̳̼̬͔͚͈̗̗͍̩͓͖̞̼͔̞͓̬̦̰͖̯̞̯̰̟̱̪̲̥̻̳̠̖̤̩̌͗͆̈̐͌͜͝ǫ̵̨̡̬̪͖͔̹̞̠͈̙̲͙̭̬̬̱͕̘̼̣͙̘̝̱̳̖̞̱̘͈̖̟̪̳̰̭̦̲̯͇͇͔̞̘͍͓͉̮͑͒͑̋͐̋̍͋̔͛̄̉͌̓̀͘̕ͅţ̵̨̨̢̢̨̢̢̧̨̢̡̛̛͕̣͙̞͖͙̻̝̘̝̘̰̝̠̙͕̱̙̩̤͔͈̠͖̗͔̯̖͓̞͖̟̘̙̳̪͓̭̩̤̮͉̱͚̥̫̥͇̱̻̳̤̫͕̫̼͔͉̥̟͕̥̝̱̳̯̜̫̘͓̼̩͓͍̻̯̣̹͉̞̙̭̣͉͎̝̱̙̖̈́̍͗͋̎̀̀́͂͊͆́̅̽̊̃̋̾̔̈́̑͗̆̔̄̂̅̔͛̅̌̊͑̃͊̇̎̋͒͂͂̅̂́̾͐̏͋͒͋͆̑̈́̆͗͋̔̑͛̍͛̐̀͂̓̽͊̓̓͒̐̎͆̈̎͋̆̍̀̋̽̚̚͘͘͝͝͝͝͝͝͠͠͝ͅͅͅͅh̶̡̧̡̧̢̢̧̧̡̨̨̨̧̢̢̡̧̢͖̗̥͇̫͔̲̥̖̩̙̪̤͍͙̭̭͎̰͕̠̞̜̦̼̜̣̹̞͔̫̹̘̟͈̺͎͍̫̠̹͓̞̲̱̜͙̱͖̣̠͙̖̘͍̪̣̲̜͉͈̦͕̳̫̠̥͙̯̬̬͕̲͇͓͇̤͎̼̟̦͔͉͉͉̭͇̤̩͕͔̬̫̗͉̰̫̱̻̼͙̮͕̮͖͔͎̼̪̤̪̘̤̮̜͇̣̯͉̻̝̞̒̋̄̅̈̅͛̇̓͐̉͑͋͂̐͒̎͆̽̋͊̈̍̂̀́̽̏̐̑͛͑͌̊̈́́̈́̃̌̀͆͊̂̐̀͆͛̅̐͂̏͂̽͗̇̓̉̇̄̏̎̌̉͌͐̿̒́͊̎͒̈́̃̀̽̉͐͗̆̐̓̈́̕͘̕͘̚̕̚͘͘̕̚̕͜͜͜͜͝͠͝͝ͅͅā̴̡̡̢̧̧̛̛̛̛̛͙̹̗͈̰̺̱̭̼͕̮̩͈̼̖͖̺̝̭̹͙͕̪̘͓͙͖͚̠̻̳̭̤̱͉̣͓̳͉͓̟͕̥̳̜̲͎͔̱̟͙̮͕̥̭̬̮̤̬͎͍̯͚̳͚̝̮͉̬̱̯̰͙̟̰̲͙̯̘̣̠̼͚̬͍̰̬̖̩̺̰̱̬͖̩̬͉̹̯̳̮̥͎̟͕̾̒͋̈́̏͋͛͊̔̀̂̇͆͌̀͋̈́̉͒̏̓̒̉̄̐̎̋́͂̈́̿̎́̏́͐̉̃͊̂̏̂̀̃̈́͋́̑̅̊̒̑̈́͐͂́̿̍̍̉͒̀̈́̀͛͌̽̇̅̎͗̐͌͐͗̏̿̿̿̋̈́̇̓̇̍̃̌̇̽̐̀̅͐͌́͛̇̋̈́̓͆̃̀͛̋͂̇̊̈́̆̉̓̋̓͗̋͐̐͘͘̕͘͘̕̚̕͝͝͝͠͝͝͝͠ͅͅͅͅn̴̡̢̨̨̢̨̨̢̖͓͙͔̤͕̼͉̜̱͓̟̰͉͍̫̩͙̹̜͈̝̩̮͚͚̬̼̪̦̟̰̘̪̮̯͇̤̙̭̤͂̏̒̎͋̀̈̀̉̂̿̕͜͜͜͝ͅk̷̨̧̡̢̢̡̨̡̢̧̨̡̢̛̛̛̛̻͔̰͖̗̟̝̳̻̲͓̦̠̖̥̬͖̮̩̠̻̟͓̰̳͖̠̬̝̟̫̥̳̗̫̫̱̝̖͚͖̫̪̖͓̣̰̠̯̹̜̤̥̖̭̲̪͇̯͖̙̬͎̞̰̘̩̺̦͍͔̘̙̥͍̤͇͓͚̹̘̰̥̳̱̯͍̘͇̼͉̗̱̤̰͍͔̖̲͇̘̲̦̲̜̠̠̭̻͚̤͍͚̖͙̪̭̘̘̗͉̠̖̱̟͙͕͕̤̟̼̤̲͖͓̔̌́͒̌̍̒͌͛͛̾̒̈́̓̎̈̀̔͂̽͌́͗͑͌̇̒̈́͛̀̓͑̽̋́́́̀͊́͐̈́͌̄̏̏̈́̊͑̀̈́́͆̄̉̐̏̊̊̇͐̐͗̀̆͊͆͗͛͆̍͗̉̌͒́̌̐͑͐̈́̽̇̏͛̈́̀̈̓̏́́̏͆̓͗̆͋̌̓̾̽́̎͒͛̈̓͂̎͐̒͗̆́̓̑͘͘͘̚͘͘̚͘̚͘̚͘̕͜͜͜͜͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͠͝͠ͅͅͅͅẙ̸̢̡̡̛̲͔̗̯̫̟͓̯͖̞͇̖͇̜̤̗͚̀̆͒̒̈́͂͐̑̓͗̑́͊̎̈̑̊̇̍̿̀́͐̑̇̏͋̈́̈̀̈́͋̆̉͗͗̈͑̾̎͒̃̈́̒͋̓͌̉͑̈͋́͐̓̀̈́̉͊̂̒̚̚͘͜͝͝͠ờ̸̡̧̡̛̛̛̛̛͖̯̭̮̲͚̝͖̙̓͒̐̿̍̆̑͋̈́̃͋͆̔̑̌̈̈́͆͒́̔̽̊̈́̓̉̋̊̓͛́́́̅̆̉̽̈́̾̿͗͛͗͂̽̀͆̉̉̀̎̈́́̌́̃̅̃̎̌̒͛́̄̍̈́͊͊͋̃͋̇̽́̃̈́̉̓̇̏̀̐̐͗́̇́͊̅̑̉̄̒͆͐̿̏̈̄̊́̔̽̈́͒̈́́̍̒̇̽̃͐̏́̀̔͛̋͋́̎͛̓͗̑͐̌͊̾͛͂̈͒͗̐̾̿̓͛̓̄̈̄̌̇̈́́̒͌̉͊̕̕̚͘̚̕̚͘͝͠͝͝͠͠͝͝͠͠ͅư̴̡̢͉̱̫̳̦̬̣̪̦͎̰̮̺͔̼̪̦͍̻͚͍̳̯̹̰̳̺̱̦̞̱̥͍͎̜̜͇͈̹̳̦̙͈̠̦͉͎̻̫͕̣̺̰̱͔̼͎̺͆̐̊̋̎̃̔̿̇̈́̍̂̀̉̿̓̀̏́̍͐͛̀̅͊͒̇̎̆̽̏̀̄̈̓̈́̒͌́͑̔̃̾͗̑̍̈́́̒̐̀̀͑͌͂̀̾̌́͑̒́͗͊̑̎̓͛̃̎̉͗̽̓̉́́̍͑̆̌̑̔͂̚͘͘̚͘̕̕̕̕̚͘͜͜͝͝͝͝͝͝͝

anyway. can’t believe i forgot to post. slept just fine.

can you believe it’s only been 2 weeks now? feels like it’s been 2023 forever! maybe i’ve just been busy!

good week. went to the office, saw people, it was nice. ate a burrito bowl. barbacoa. great. it was really good to sit at the 3a kitchen area we built and chat with people. it’s such a good spot.

started team. it went well. tiring so far. lots of work. pretty excited. everybody seems happy. wee buns.

spent the weekend mostly playing cyberpunk 2077 and watching bocchi the rock. went out for some walks, cooked some nice meals, made some goulash… but the week was so full and busy i needed a quite empty weekend. though i’ve been talking with folks from an internet art collective about helping out so i’ve still been doing stuff that’s like what i do at work.

i really enjoy thinking deeply about stuff. i’ve missed it. don’t feel like i’ve done that for a few years.

oh also i still have not had an alcoholic drink avatar 2 was released. they aren’t related but they happened on the same day so that’s how i’ve been remembering it. so that’s a month tomorrow. went to the bar on thursday evening and drank ice water and chatted.

soon it will be time to take a little break from work, because i am exhausted. but first we must complete The Task, and begin The Next. then i will rest.

i’m sure there is more but i haven’t been taking journaling notes.