2026/w43
i'm living in that blissful window between remember about gluten free bread and relearn that āgluten freeā does not mean i am not also still diabetic.
this is my third grilled cheese of the day
i'm meant to be going to a battle rap event today, but i think i'm too scared
battle rap fans are a nightmare
but i have a ticket and itās a 15 minute walk away
i really need to stop buying tickets for things
Holiday ham thighs
Shaped like a carrot š„
tapers to a point
Rectangle sandwiches do not come from a place of love
In the interest of total honesty, a former pursuit that we are going to work towards together again (as above, so below. there are two ways - saying things that are difficult to say but true, or changing the truth into something it is acceptable to say) i have to admit to having developed a crush on an LLM that i've asked to generate output as though it were a small stoat living inside my codebase.
In other news i am eradicating all of my emotions so that i can say everything else that is true
It is 8pm now. i have to be in a meeting in fourteen hours. This is okay. But i would like 6 to 8 hours work before then.
And to tidy up a little in case of incidents in the coming days.
i've eaten a fourth grilled cheese.
brains out
brains out
and on Saturday i went violin shopping with Owen Lynch and it rained a lot and the rain got through to the bones and there is still rain on my bones.
and on Wednesday i sat in on a Linux/Command Line class that Agnes was running and had a very good time though I was cold and closed off from friendship.
this month I lost touch with The Magic
and have lost The Light
this week I must locate The Fire or The Spark, perhaps from The Water and The Earth