i recorded a voice memo for myself on ketamine. it's a good listen

this instruction/observation/ piece of advice:

you go out to the edge where nobody has been and you take out your pen, you open your mouth, and you’re honest, and you capture that and you bring it home

where i say “i’m the tetranomicon”

and another part where i say “wow, is that me? poor little thing…” then my voice gets tight and panicked and i say “wope, i don’t wanna go down there” and then i say “zip zip”