🐰 chee cherries quiet party

the first leg of my journey has been a real vibe thief, a points failure at lewisham. i’ve got on a train and sat down and it has never moved. i’m sitting in a long room with strangers.

there seems to be, like, a convergence ??????

u follow trends n i transcend

today i get ready to go to mexico tomorrow. very sleepy. had a shower. nothing’s happening. i’m depleted

week 11; 2022

  • some sunny days
  • sick a lot
  • sick of a lot too
  • went to fox & firkin on Saturday then to a birthday party. can’t tell if i had a good time.
  • came down with something on Sunday. shivering with muscle cramps?
  • meant to be going on holiday in a few days. not packed or prepared in any way.
  • have a good week x

meant to be going to mexico next week. really cannot be bothered. don’t want to pack, don’t want to fly, don’t want to do anything but sleep.

week 10; 2022

  • pfff, who knows.
  • monday, tuesday, wednesday and thursday there were fuckers in my house repairing boilers and bath panels and doing gas certificate tests and electricals and a landlord property inspection
    • felt really on edge most of the week knowing fuckers were gonna come to my door
  • i descaled my espresso machine. that orange light has been blinking since i lived in peckham
  • finished watching M*A*S*H and started again with the laugh track off
  • went to a God Is An Astronaut gig on Friday evening
    • there are a few things i’d forgotten about myself
      • i don’t like being in crowds
      • i don’t like being near loud noises
    • i’ve remembered these now, big time. my ears still feel like something happened to them
    • after the gig we went to the Polo Bar across the road from Liverpool Street Station
      • it’s a 24 hour cafΓ© and bar that has the feel of an old diner
      • it’s cute in there
  • i keep going to sleep and disappointing everyone
  • happy birthday valeriya