the first leg of my journey has been a real vibe thief, a points failure at lewisham. iāve got on a train and sat down and it has never moved. iām sitting in a long room with strangers.
there seems to be, like, a convergence ??????
u follow trends n i transcend
today i get ready to go to mexico tomorrow. very sleepy. had a shower. nothingās happening. iām depleted
week 11; 2022
- some sunny days
- sick a lot
- sick of a lot too
- went to fox & firkin on Saturday then to a birthday party. canāt tell if i had a good time.
- came down with something on Sunday. shivering with muscle cramps?
- meant to be going on holiday in a few days. not packed or prepared in any way.
- have a good week x
meant to be going to mexico next week. really cannot be bothered. donāt want to pack, donāt want to fly, donāt want to do anything but sleep.
week 10; 2022
- pfff, who knows.
- monday, tuesday, wednesday and thursday there were fuckers in my house repairing boilers and bath panels and doing gas certificate tests and electricals and a landlord property inspection
- felt really on edge most of the week knowing fuckers were gonna come to my door
- i descaled my espresso machine. that orange light has been blinking since i lived in peckham
- finished watching M*A*S*H and started again with the laugh track off
- went to a God Is An Astronaut gig on Friday evening
- there are a few things iād forgotten about myself
- i donāt like being in crowds
- i donāt like being near loud noises
- iāve remembered these now, big time. my ears still feel like something happened to them
- after the gig we went to the Polo Bar across the road from Liverpool Street Station
- itās a 24 hour cafĆ© and bar that has the feel of an old diner
- itās cute in there
- there are a few things iād forgotten about myself
- i keep going to sleep and disappointing everyone
- happy birthday valeriya