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ok lol, i've booked a repair for my laptop.
surprisingly straightforward once i found the phone number, which was really not straightforward. If you ever need a UK repair for a Lenovo laptop that you bought cover for this is the number: +44 333 777 3991
all the e-mails i've received about the repair have been from ibm e-mail addresses, which is weird
abe just met a mouse in the bathroom. it was sitting completely still with its
eyes closed. we put it in a planter, wrapped it in a rug and then brought it to
the park where we released it.
it just sat there in the park, completely still with its eyes now open. I saw it blink once. I asked it a lot of questions, but it didn't move
we've come back in now
checking deliveroo to see if the sainsburys i’m about to walk to has celeriac
lmao
accidental damage
There was someone with a voice I didn't recognise laughing in the hallway outside my apartment; they had a really strange laugh. While I was trying to process this strange new clown enemy, a wasp flew at me. I really can't handle wasps; I have a phobia. In a panic state I swung out at the great beast with whatever was in my hands: my Lenovo Thinkpad T14s (Gen1).
It crashed against the door and the screen came off its hinge.
EPILOGUE
My windows were closed all day yesterday, the wasp must have been inside a long time. I found it this morning in the kitchen. It was crawling around on the radiator, trying to scale a bottle of aloe vera hand sanitizer.
Each time it would get a little further, and then fall back to the radiator. Sometimes it fell through the holes in the radiator and had to climb all the way back up the internals.
So small it seemed now, the great beast of yesterday, I chose to spare it. Opening the kitchen window, watching the tiny pitiable creature muster enough strength to fly out into the morning sun, I must admit, I felt a little tinge of hope.
the warning animal
Sunday, May 30, 2021
- trigger warning: diet, weight, eating disorders
- it was 2017 when i last lost a huge amount of weight. i lost about half my
weight.
- i used keto
- eventually i realised, sometime in 2018, that thinking about food all
the time and counting calories in an app was disordered
- i've struggled with bulimia in the past, and various other mental
and dietary issues
- i was sectioned a number of years ago, so i try to be careful about cultivating new and interesting disorders
- i've struggled with bulimia in the past, and various other mental
and dietary issues
- i decided to stop dieting, to let myself gain weight and not feel bad about it
- i have a blood test from 2018 which shows my blood sugar was fine
- so now i know that giving myself a break has literally given me diabetes
- and the way to live with diabetes is to go on a diet almost identical to keto
- what an exciting new challenge
- what a depressing, yet thematically sound, series of events
- it was 2017 when i last lost a huge amount of weight. i lost about half my
weight.
- i've been sick most of this week
- physically
- though mentally i am not doing well
- i am not looking forward to the next part of my life
- i don't know how to cook for myself without rice
- i don't know how to be alone
- sometimes i have this warm and comforting daydream where i die in my sleep
- i set up backups on my laptop and the snoot.club server this morning
- i was going to look into adding a gutenberg sidebar for the indieweb Post Kinds wordpress plugin this weekend, but instead i closed my laptop and had a lie down
- i bought the Besley* and
Jost* variable fonts from
indestructible type* for my weblog
- Jost* is the variable futura of my dreams
- here is another great font:
https://www.dafont.com/w95fa.font
- i'm using this as my system font at the moment. it looks great.
- i'm using this as my system font at the moment. it looks great.
- remember when they reanimated bob monkhouse's ashen corpse so he could appear in an advert on terrestrial television
