it's gonna be a cold night!

had a nice moroccan meal last week. then there was monday. unrelenting monday. some throat infection from brighton came to make me sick with it. it spread to my teeth and gums by wednesday. wednesday was the first day that i felt a little better than the day before, but now it was in the teeth and gums and earholes. zipper got sick too, and i made lemsip.

the new passport arrived. it's nice. hard plastic on the photo page, easier to open to the photo page. and i'm peeking through a little hole.

what else? nice chicken. ingredients from the butcher and the village fruit and veg. there was a mouse in her house. text me telling me she was scared. next time i went over she was wearing a matching "i love mice" pyjama set. tops and tails.

a little wine today. busy trains. sometimes whatever way i'm dressed there's dudes mean mugging me on the train all day like they want me to give them a chance to hurt me. i prefer that to the times they look at me like i'm a joke.

mood: erratic, changeable. the good things are very good, the bad things are quite dreadful. maybe i'm doing everything wrong. how hard are good things supposed to be?

more to write but no more vigor, hardihood nor spunk. no get up and go. this'll have to do. hope you have a good week.