viewing a flat in Beckenham. the area is quite nice. it's what London is like in
Hollywood movies starring skinny girls.
• 1 red telephone box,
• street lined sparsely with trees,
• a few wee local shops with wee local names,
• a pub that has chosen muddy chartreuse as its entire colour pallette the
apartment itself, I think, is up too many stairs; the building smells really
weird, and the bathroom has rust and age but it's affordable, in a nice place,
the front door of the place opens into the patio of a Spanish restaurant, but it
has so many stairs and they are tight and dark and old and dirty and creaky, and
the place looked damp, and the place smelt damp maybe for six months it would be
okay
chee rabbits
finally watched Derry Girls. watched the whole thing in one day. then watched it all again.
it's much easier to look after someone else than to look after me. making sure somebody else gets good sleep and has tasty healthy meals to eat means reaping the side benefits of healthy meals a sleep schedule. now i don't have that, i'm up til 3am watching x-files and eating deliveroo
x-files is actually far too spooky for me, and leaves me in a spooked out place where i have to use the second lock on the front door. normally i only use that before i shower
when i'm alone and sad i watch a lot of tv lol
the new MST3k is great
i still haven't bought shoes, it's been 3 weeks now lol
i've just been packing packing packing and crying and crying
starting to consider having someone take all the boxes to the dump instead
still have no idea what my life looks like 1 month from now
going to go and try to buy shoes today
sorry, i'll be back to happy posting by the end of the year i promise
I don't like the taste of IPAs. But I do like that people don't stare at you
when for opening one in the street, the way they do if you open a Stella or a
Guinness. the bitter taste of hops is the bitter taste of classism i deserve it
Struggle Session IPA
chee rabbits