• Thursday was fucking long
• Friday was fucking hard
• Saturday was really big.
• ngl... on Friday there were moments when i wasn't sure we were gonna make it

Over the weekend I started to develop some flu symptoms. Got real bad Monday night after many hours of meetings. Tuesday woke up dead. Almost couldn't believe it, flying in 3 days and dead today. My throat, my head, my fever. I get sick a lot these days, and it's mostly pretty OK, but this flu gosh almighty. Took 3 covid tests when i was at my sickest, all said no, so when the fever broke on Wed i figured I would still be OK to fly 36 hours later on Thursday night. The flight was OK. aeromexico's a very different experience. I was dehydrated a lot, couldn't get a hold of a flight attendant. Still now my voice is fucked and hurts, my nasal passage is dry and painful. my sinuses are so blocked, but i've been steaming myself dirty. every few hours i can breathe for a few minutes and it's second to none.

it's strange how Luke Vibert's best album Big Soup is not available on any of the streaming platforms.

since i've been here we've mostly just hung around the apartamento and worked on stuff and stuff. at the risk of sounding incredibly gay it truly is, like, the light of my life just to be here with her. in the same room. eating maruchan, watching her work.

the apartment i'm staying in, I have to talk to security every time i leave. i don't like that.

i slept well last night. i'll have to remember to take notes this week, because today i've only been here two days and so much has happened. Saturday was weeks long.

this mind bending optical illusion is hiding two animals.

my big ambition for the next week: empty sinuses and a clear mind.

new job

ok, well i have a new job now.

owls

i've been looking at a lot of photos of owls

• these fucksers are weird
• like, i think we've been ignoreing them too long
• letting them get up to all sorts of shit
• look at a picture of an owl
  • https://duckduckgo.com/?q=owl&hps=1&iax=images&ia=images
• like fi you found out they were really in charge , would you be surprised?
• like can it be normal to be furious curious feathered egg?
• if you look closely you can see that the owl is actually a mask being worn by a pretty young woman

neil young

In a 1985 interview with Melody Maker, musician Neil Young said “It is scary. You go to a supermarket and you see a faggot behind the fuckin’ cash register, you don’t want him to handle your potatoes"

In 1984 Young backed Ronald Reagan, saying: 'I'm tired of people constantly apologising for being Americans.'

I, a Canadian, am no longer going to apologize for being from the United States

get wet

i fell asleep holding a beer and got wet

get fast

i enabled caching and Turbo Links so my blog is much faster now. zoom zoom, in fact.

police horse

watched a lady give a flower from her garden to the rider of a police horse, and the rider let the police horse sniff it before tucking it into her saddle and they rode away

duckpin bowling

let's go bowling if you're not busy

it can be duckpin

going

i'm going to Mexico City for 6 weeks in like 4 days time. 7 weekends. can't wait.

CIA/remote viewing/Gateway Experience/1,000,000 year old aliens

Good advice from the CIA:

Be intellectually prepared to react to possible encounters with intelligent, non-corporal energy forms when time-space boundaries are exceeded.

Analysis and Assessment of Gateway Process

good doc. i like the idea of the universe as a holograph that i pass through my personal holograph (brain/consciousness) in 3 dimensions in order to get around and get my business done (buy milk etc). also like the idea of the brain as an insulator required to keep a piece of consciousness in one place so that we (god) can experience the novelty of being at many different points in the universe at once (people).

some time in the future we maybe we will laugh at people from now who pointed at a blob of jelly in the skull and says “the person lives in there “. “that’s where consciousness comes from, that jelly. you shouldn’t need any more info”. materialism is great for going to the shop and buying milk, materialism is great for economic theory, but for art i need something more... "clicked out"

on Friday night i thought too much about the very tall skinny million year old aliens mentioned in this CIA remote viewing experiment and i spooked myself out completely and had to close the blinds. i just don’t want to look at the window and see its eyes. i spooked myself out so hard that i could literally feel its presence and not just that, i knew we had met before and that i owed it something lmao. it felt like an ancient memory coming from my DNA and crawling in my skin. in the morning i could laugh about it, but at 2am i could only:

1. close the blinds
2. lie down
3. wait for it all to be over

Jimena called around then and i talked about it so i could stop being spooked out, usually that helps, but this time i just spread the spook to her and now everybody was spooked. jajaja.