I didn't know about Beckenham Place Park, it's lovely

• i got on the train to think
• got off at Ravensbourne because it had a bird's name
• followed the signs to Crab Hill because it had a crab's name
• found myself in a large big green park with a lake and a forest i'd never seen before, 15 mins from home

football's coming home this evening, richard branson (the billionaire misanthropist who invented branson pickle) is going to space

most of my notes from this week are really depressing so i'm not going to type them up

• one is really maudlin and worth pasting here so posterity knows the extent of my melodrama:
  • "my life is turning to fucking dust around me"

i'm going to activate the break clause on my flat

• it's a 2 month break clause

• feels really precarious to activate it.

• generally i can't find flats to rent more than 1 month in advance, so i need to activate this and then sit for a month and then find something before i run out of time

• i wonder what it's like to have savings

we went to see Freaky on Thursday evening. it was better and more thoughtful than expected

i've been learning Spanish on Duolingo. I've competed a 7 day streak i.e. I'm fluent

let's all go to beckenham place park and drink mango white claws