w36 • 2026

i put my hand on the bible and i solemnly swear
leave the mall with more shoes than i can possibly wear

T-shirt idea:

i've been performing some dark acts of ritual magic in public and private for a while there and now it's time to bury it, bury it, into the super-conscious. Hopefully it's before I've done that harm.

The theory we're working with at the moment is that at some point in my youth i had some kind of accident where what should be my inner monologue got dislodged into my mouth and my subconscious got moved up into my brain

i'm so cool, but i'm so hot, and i'm so cool, and you... you're so not

To me now "listen to music" seems to exclusively mean "listen to Young Jeezy's Thug Motivation 101 on repeat"

i was going to perform an act of emotional surgery the likes of which the world has never seen, a carving from scruffy sleef grafted like tree bark onto skinny and shoeless but it turns out i don't need it; sometimes you just need to talk to follow a wizard into an ant hill and talk to a goblin

Met up with Gabriel to discuss magick with a k, nice young man, nice night; i was coming undone, of course. That was the week really til Saturday night, coming undone. I really should try to write something down about Saturday night for my own sake to refer back to later but it's in the chat logs, it's in the logs. but it would be good to put it in glass caps in case of emergency. For a lot of the week i was laying in bed shivering and shakering. Seemingly in response to small green circles beside little pictures. One by one. Have you ever had flu-like symptoms in response to dread? I didn't know it was possible, or i guess i did in theory but it's so real for me now. And on Saturday it was like I'd been struck by lightning. Imogen Heap pointed at me and said "the social computer", but it was not then. It was earlier. Knocked right out, crawled away, beginnings and endings.

not sure this is a vitamin thing
more i’ve ruined my life type thing
but thanks i’ll try magnesium

Middleton Green is middleton brown. No water upstairs in Bethnal Green. And Kat's Digital Micropublics Workshop was excellent and it was great to hear everybody talk and all their interesting ideas. But i was extremely out of it that day. Extremely out of it. Out and out and out. But there was a very good conversation in the afterwards. And i left ready the whole time in retrospect, and on the way home the pilot light was reignited by spontaneous combustion.

So that's the past, that's finally the past. I'm happy. Woke up ready to set the sky on fire. It was me the whole time. I'm sleepy now but today I went to SET Social which is a very special place that's in danger.

It was so sweet, some of it. And there was Sunshine.

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