2021-12-05
- sorry I'm late babes ive been at a party since 11p.m. Saturday night
- i'm still at the party, sleeping under a desk
- it's funny, my week was intense and I was insane but I couldn't be further from it now all opened up under the skylines of Enfield
- it's so hard to express, I wish I could, how beautiful these people are
- honestly nobody fucks with me more whole-heartedly than Pix
- last night, dear d, shirt off, arms outstretched "we need to open a uni"; iconic
- sometimes when I can't sleep I count to a thousand
- I never make it there
- tried to nap around 9a.m. and made it to a thousand
- didn't know what to do, never expected to make it to 1000
- so I got back up
- crawled under a table, counted to 1000, returned to the rave
- a lovely man gave me a banana when I had anxiety in the hall way
- tried to leave for snacks and found myself working in a temporary capacity for a small businesswoman
- I'm going to a festival in Mexico in April to see ma gurl Snow
- did I mention the poster? I got a snow poster
- it says "much ❤️ from ya girl" which is great news that she's my girl
- anyway yeah I'm going to pal norte. flights booked baby
- thames water effed up and my account is so in credit I don't think I'll pay for water a long as I live here
- wish me luck sleeping, 1..2...3...
🧱 stay humble
#bringBackEarth2 #earth3 #zeroIsAHero
2021-11-28
- feliz domingo!!
- went out tonight for dinner, it was lovely! pero,
- it was the first time i've spent time sober with anyone since july
- i found myself sitting waiting on the exact spot on a bench outside whitechapel i sat waiting in july
- and then attending the same gallery as i did in july
- the same exhibition
- anyway i feel really weird
- the same exhibition
- and then attending the same gallery as i did in july